Everything is changing again...

Everything is changing again... I'm getting older, no longer a child, gaining responsibility. My sister is pregnant and nothing will be the same anymore. The days i spend with just my sister won't be just two girls out together it will be a mom and her baby and me. I know it sounds really selfish to say things like this but it seems once i get used to something it changes and changes again. And dont get me wrong i love that my sister is pregnant and is having a baby... its just that its going to be different... thats all. I think all that is bothering me is that im going to miss how things used to be... im going to miss it so much... and time is going to fast and soon im going to be leaving for college and my sister will have a whole family and as much as we try it will never be the same because we will be living our own lives and be so caught up that we wont see eachother as much. I try to hang out with her as much as i can because i hope that time would go slower because i can really enjoy it with it her... but i seems like time goes faster and at any moment everything will change again. I know im such a selfish person its just i love her so much and im going to miss how it has been...