New Year's Resolutions for 2012:
1) Over thinking? I don't think so...
I am trying not to over think things for the coming new year. You would say I am the typical girl: over thinks everything and worries if it was the right decision. Well, that's about to change. I once read something upon the line of "over thinking will be the death of me," (paraphrase). This is definitely true for me. You probably can't even imagine all of the crazy ideas and thoughts that run through my head. First, it starts out as an idea or dream or infatuation. Then, I start to obsess over it. After, I convince myself to stop thinking about it, but then end up thinking about it even more because I know I'm not suppose to. Then, I get mad at myself for having no will power. I get depressed for a few days because the consummation of my brain is on overload and I have trouble thinking straight. Then, I go back to stage one with a different idea or dream infatuation. It's exhausting... it really is. This next year will be different. I feel like this will also help me reduce stress. I know it's easier said than done but I have a plan, which leads me to my next point:
2) No longer the couch potato
If you ask any of my family members you will find out that I am super lazy. I almost next exercise. I take pretty much a whole weekend to finish two loads of laundry. And, the amount of time I spend on my homework is about the same as the time I spend on the internet. I'm too lazy to do things that count. I have been a victim of sloth and gluttony, and I am willing to change. Not only will think help preoccupy me not to over think, but it will help me become a more well rounded person. This resolution helps lead me to my final goal for the new year = become less shy/insecure.
3) Shy? Me? No way!
I feel that being more active and getting out of my comfort zone will better be and help me become the person I want to be. I have already started this resolution. I have made more of an effort to be more outgoing. I try to have no regrets. Whenever faced with a dilemma on whether to act on something, I always think: would I rather regret something I did, or regret something I didn't do. and If you never try, you'll never know. I want to know how it feel to truly live life the way I want to, with no hang ups or problems. I'm young and I should enjoy it. It's my life and it's time to live it.
