Why did it have to be me?

Yup... I was the only one of my friends who did not get asked to homecoming. Hmmm well there must be something wrong with me... the worst part is that my friends are guilting me into going. Honestly it is so FUCKING annoying because they don't understand what it's like to be the one who is always being over shined by someone else. Well, maybe they do but that's not the point. I can't help but feel stupid for making such a big deal out of this but I can't help it... it hurts so much. What's wrong with me? am I not attractive enough? not skinny enough? not flirty enough? is it because I refuse to let my boobs hang out like most girls? or maybe its because I'm forgettable. What ever the reason is I am still one of the few girls that have not been asked. I am still stressing about the reasons why it had to be me to go through this pain. Why me? Seriously, why the fuck did it have to be me? I know there is a reason for everything, but if that is the case what is the reason for this? Is there something wrong that this is suppose to serve as a punishment for? UGH! Well... I hope I realize the reason soon... because it really hurts seeing someone getting asked to a dance and know that you may never get to feel that feeling.  All I want is to be ask to a dance or something! I guess I'm just upset that a boy saw something in each of my friends but none of them saw something in me. I just never realized how low I was on the 'how much appeal on guys do you have?' scale until now.  It's unfortunate.  On the bright side I had broken my shyness shell and actually reached out to other people.  That will always be something I have that my friends don't (not in a bitchy or selfish way though).  I hope the reason I was the one to get the short end of the stick is because God knows I'm strong enough to stand it or because there is something good to come out of it... I really hope so...